no matter what the people say

Can't stop smiling - I don't know why. Can't stop thinking about you, obviously, and right now with that big smile on my face, would I really want to? You act a way nobody did before, the more it goes the more I'm comfortable assuming the way I physically - and, soon, mentally - am.

In the car, in the shower, in your bed or even at the mall, there's no place I wouldn't want to kiss you, there's no place when I wouldn't think or you being there, you're the guy I'd buy a suit for just to smile when I see you putting it on, yeah I think too much, specifically about you.

you love someone when you check the forecast in their city, when their needs surpass yours even for just a little while, you see a cute shirt at the store and you think he'd be nice wearing it.

I remember the closest people around me telling me their opinion when I told them about you and showed them your beautiful face...

you really think a guy this handsome would want you? you're crazy!

I'd be careful if I were you, he seems like he only wants to sleep with you and then break your heart

he's a fuckboy

where did you picked him up, Tinder? 

he takes advantage of you

I don't like nor trust him

he's no good for you

he doesn't seem serious

you're falling down the same patterns

So little people, yet so many comments... what if, for once, I wanna be the one in my life that's making the choices and taking risks? Maybe I am, indeed, blinded by the billion of feelings traveling my soul at the same time, but every time we talk, I don't think I see the same that everybody does.

I don't see a player looking for his next victim, no matter how hard I try, I see a beautiful soul saving the world.

Someone that has been hurt enough time, so he can't bear to let it happen another time, someone protective that needs to know it's fine, but that mostly protects himself from having feelings and possible attachment.

I see the soon-to-be nurse that takes care of patients, the wonderful shell that's maybe afraid to open up, the magical friend, the well-educated person that has been raised right.

I see someone that helps but is also filled with anger at times, someone whose vulnerability has been used too many times, and to think he would try to achieve perfection in every aspect of his life wouldn't even surprise me.

I see the guy that values both mental and physical health, the cutie that doesn't say much but sends me his favorite songs.

The one that worries about me more than anybody else, the one who'll make me fall right back in my childhood memories this summer by letting go of all the stress that has been going on for the both of us lately, I see someone younger yet so much more grown and wiser, a person with a fair amount of knowledge and life experience.

photo prise par Sabrina Smith - modifiée par moi sur iPiccy lol

I know we're probably not all wearing the same glasses but with mine I see someone so hardworking that earns and deserves what he has, a boy filled with amazing values, I know some of you can't help to think he'd be like his predecessor of the same name, but I see two complete different persons; there is is one that would use his strength to protect me instead of using it in order to physically hurt me, even just as a friend I see muscular arms around my waist, not my neck, eyes filled with hope, not with hate towards me. Lips that would let go words of wisdom, not insults, you judge him I know, but surprisingly enough I don't even think he'd initially judge you back, especially not about your physical appearance, you know, maybe it is a parallel where I only see the good side and all you guys see is the complete opposite, then again a part of me would see different.

You see the actor, I see the singer, I visualize fear, but no Machiavellian plans, I don't know why but I don't think he necessarily wants to make me sad, it's just its nature of not being comfortable of fully communicate without taboos and the lack of desire to do so, most of you who unfortunately know about him think that all I see is physical traits, but even if he would have a non-appealing body and face, a personality of this sort would interest me to the point where I still wouldn't be able to think about anything else; when he seems cold I tend to believe that it ain't even intentional.

Beauty can fade, but a golden heart this pure? Pretty sure it can only grow. We don't chose genetics but we surely chose, one way or another, how far we want to expand our minds.

Being a good person doesn't require any studies, sometimes it just looks like girls have broken your heart way to many times that now, all you see is a love as shattered as your heart seemed to be.

They say I shouldn't, but please tell me, why do I trust you this much?

I don't care what they say, cause I'm in love with you, they try to pull me away but they don't know the truth...

You're growing, your horizons seems to be rising and expanding every day.

Please don't see him as a villain, remember in Snow White, the princess was way prettier than her step-mother because of how nice and caring she was to others; her soul was what was beautiful! So much that it was peeking through the outside.

The need to always help your neighbor would make any prince way more irresistible than anyone whose feet are above the ground.

You are true to yourself and other, honesty is such a rare commodity these days that it's hard to look pass it.

Mission learned, don't talk, let them watch what they think they know.

But in all honesty,

I trust you.

I love you.

And I think you can do amazing stuff in life.

I believe in you even if you don't need me to.

and never ever let the world get the best of you, every night we're apart, I'm still next to you